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Bent.
 Why do I do it?  Why do I set myself up for these things?  Why can't I just say "screw it" and let things be?  Why do I have to get emotinally vested in helping people only to have a knife put through my heart and twisted?
I want to quit.  I'm tired of falling.

"Why do we fall Bruce?"
I'm tired of picking myself back up.
 
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Tired
It was a lie from the beginning.  Why am I so stupid when it comes to me?  How is it that I can see everything and know everything when it comes to everyone except me?  And why do I continue to do this to myself?  I'm tired of all of it.  I choose to cast it aside.  So there.
 
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Meh.
Tashey, I held back in my comments to the other person.  Do you think I was still too harsh?  Ironically, you know that what I said is nowhere near my viewpoint on abortion, simply another point-of-view. 
 
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I stole this from Tashey

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. My computer.

2. My TV
3. My PS2
4. My desk chair 

5. My DVD player
6. My bed
7. Religious stuff

TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1. f@$! you
2. indeed
3. and
4. you're an idiot 
5. yep
6. love
7. tv

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. computers
2. friends
3. some family
4. video games 
5. movies
6. math
7. physics


SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. I
2. have
3. absolutely
4. no
5. idea
6. at
7. all


SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1. Believe in God? Most of the time

2. Had a dream come true?  If dream implies good wish, no.  If it implies something that transpired during my slumber, then yes.

3. Read the newspaper? When I can

4. Pray? No

5. Have a job? Yes

6. Attend church? No


7. Wish on shooting stars? No


Have you ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping? Yes


2. Had surgery? Yes

3. Swam in the dark? Yes

4. Been to a Bonfire? Yes

5. Ran away from home? No


6. Played strip poker? Yes

7. Pulled an all nighter? Many


SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS:
Have you...
1. Cried? No

2. Sang? No


3. Been kissed? No

4. Felt stupid? Yes

5. Talked to an ex? Yes

6. Missed someone? Kind of

7. Hugged someone? Yes

 
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Forgotten
In the memory you'll find me,
eyes burning up,
The darkness holding me tightly,
until the sun rises up.

 
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